Unplanned art

So today started out funky. Funky moods, funky thoughts, and a moody awakening.

A friend talked with me through the day - making it oh so much better.

After dinner I danced to exercise. I have started doing this to gather my passion to apply directly to my artwork. I move to music to loosen my muscles, gather my focus, and get in touch with all things creative. When I got to a stopping point I grabbed a piece of mattboard and painted the image that had come into my mind. White acrylic on dark blue mattboard. Two figures kissing in the rain. Simple, romantic and a heck of alot of fun. It took me 30 minutes to make, and flowed so easily. I'm liking this new side of myself, I feel an intense sense of freedom. The image I painted is posted at the top :)

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